Slacking Off

Well, I am officially behind on my memorization now. Haven't looked or listened to the Dialogue in two days. Not that I am not motivated, it is just that work and personal life kind of out of control right now.
But I am getting all the important stuff done -- ha ha. Like book an appointment for a Brazilian Bikini wax for Friday, hair cut on Tuesday, (although why the hair cut I don't know, not that I am going to be caring about what I look like either during or after two hot classes a day!, ordered and got the first copy of Bikram's Beginning Yoga book to have Mr. B sign, got all my Vitamins and Supplements from Drugstore.com. Going through all my gear and clothes for NO GREEN and what to take. Took my dog to the person that will be watching her for the nine weeks while I am gone -- that was very emotional for many reasons I won't get into at this time on this blog. Making arrangements for bills to be paid, mail to be sent or put on hold, telling my contacts at work that my desk will be in very capable hands. I have been practicing regularly, every day, but only once a day, and my only other constant is the chiropractor. Shoulders and neck are killing me. I am starting to get excited, starting to believe that I can do this, that I will do this, that I will be a Bikram instructor. The image of that in my head is what keeps me going. I am holding on to that. Off to do my work/trade at the studio -- my home studio which is a non-offiliated studio, who cares, I love it and it is home to me, and then practice. Appointment after work, and if all works out, meditation class tonight. In dire need of grounding. Finished the book on Awaking from Grief today at lunch. Can't recommend it enough for anyone who is dealing with any kind of loss: friend, job, death of parent, whatever. It is truly a gift, this book.
Be well.