Two weeks from today I will "Be in the Business"

This time two weeks from now I will actually be in Las Vegas for the start of teacher training. I can't believe the time is almost here. Staying on track to have all postures memorized before I get there. Whether I will be able to recall them all after I get there is another story, but at least I know that at one time they were in there. I am going to practice saying first side of Half Moon tomorrow in front of the 4:30 class. It is a tough group, my peers, but also supportive, and K thinks that once I say it in front of them, then it won't be so bad saying it in front of 350 and Mr. B. Besides, it will give me the opportunity to say the Dialogue in front of some one other than my dog. I wish I would have gotten more support with this on the home front, but that was not the case, and so be it. I am content saying it in front of Molly, (she likes it the more animated I get) and into my hand held recorder. There are some many uncertainties in my life right now. This will be very different when I get back and I worry about job, relationship, health of my mom. But I cannot second guess my decision to attend training now. I need to stop worrying about what may not even happen (or is happening and I am powerless to do anything about it) and concentrate on the NOW. Because I am making myself sick in the stomach and not sleeping at all. I worked registration today at my yoga studio (and YES, we were open for all classes EXCEPT two this Easter Sunday, and classes were well attended). Somebody is trying to send me some confidence and white light. There was a note in my cubby which read, "You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection." --Buddha. I think I will be there with that right now.